The truth is you hate the life you chose for yourself, you are not a victim, not at all.

You are incapable of facing the fact that you’ve wasted your life sitting on the sideline because of your pride and fear of failure but, you’re too petrified to say it outload for fear of what people might think.  

Your generosity conceals something dirty and mean and you have not missed out on a life that matters because of your children, you have dedicated your life to destroying your children and now grandchild.

I am not the one who put you where you are, I had nothing to do with it but I’ve had to pay the price.

The woman you look up to is not a woman to admire because she has not only created a monster, but she also makes the monsters behaviour in destroying the next two generations okay and it’s just not.  

Maybe greatness skips a generation, I don’t know, but just so you know, I don’t hate my life and I am proud of who I am and how far I have come despite your attempts to destroy everything.  I am the only one brave enough to break the cycle that was handed to me by the pair of you. Born a day apart, let’s hope you both go out that way because on the day you both take your last breath, we will finally be free and finally an end to the legacy of abuse.