Look at yourself. You are so ready to betray us, but do you even know what for?

Image? Do you really care that much about how people see you because I hate to break it to you, no one is around. You don’t have any real friends do you? Just a flying monkey here and there and maybe the occasional coffee but that’s it. You’ve never been able to forge any real relationships, you don’t have that group of female friends that you’ve run to in good times and in bad, the ones you can look forward to seeing every ‘girls night’. The friends where you can revert back to who you once were, before life got complicated and you became so small. The women you can tell your darkest secrets too, you know the ones who have been your biggest cheerleaders, since high school, that you could put together in a scrapbook and see how you’ve all changed over the years together. I’ve never known you to have a ‘best friend’ or a friend really who knew who you really were, but all the other women at the party seem to have them, but not you, when I was growing up. Strange.

Why is that? Is it because you have been too busy lying to everyone and crafting your image so you’d appear morally superior but have a look around now, nobody cares and you are alone.

You probably didn’t even realise it was happening because people don’t say it to your face, they roll their eyes behind your back and then fade away, it’s the polite thing to do.

Maybe there’s another reason you do this to us all? While you read every word I write, I don’t think I even care the answer because like all the other women, I don’t really want you in my life. There is nothing special about a women who spends a lifetime being a victim while claiming the sun shines in the same breath. It’s not real, it’s transparent and it’s nothing that will be missed or remembered and thank god I am not you.

I am me, all my flaws and all, I am relatable and therefore I am memorable but you won’t ever see anything.

Let’s play a game? It’s called guess what I might be?

1. I have a callous and selfish approach to interpersonal relationships?
2. I lack empathy in response to others’ suffering or distress?
3. I shop little remorse after hurting others?
4. I have little to no sense of identity or self?
5. I manipulate people to get what I want?
6. I have superficial charm?
7. I create a narrative built with lies, exaggerations and I do this dishonestly?
8. I lacks accountability and I play a blame game as a distraction?
9. I have a need for power and control?
10. I am cold and detached from everyone in my life because I only believe in my own self importance but don’t realise I am alone.

Why I am the female psychopath.

Now look up the result of having psychopathic parents………. interesting read!